I’m Not the Only One
I’m not the only one, and I know that
When you write,
you get to paint the narrative—
Who tells the lie,
Who wears the villain’s skin.
The writer becomes the version
that gets to live.
The spoken story dies
on gossip-worn lips,
like disappearing movie clips.
But it’s not lost on me—
the distortion of perspective.
My own.
I own.
I write it on my phone.
I don’t pretend I’m angelic,
but my words—
they’ll be the relic.
A sing-song note,
a turn of phrase
can wake the glaze
into my gaze.
I like to write.
I like to share.
It helps me feel
like someone’s there.
There’s longing
threaded in my word—
a hunger
to be seen,
to be heard.
What breaks me open,
what always hurts:
I try to speak my pain first—
privately.
Softly.
To get the point of you
from your point of view.
Because every voice
deserves to move through.
But if I can’t speak it to you—
then I’ll speak it true
in the place I choose.
Because my word
is mine to give.
And I will give it
where it can live.
I’ll give you my word.
I give you
my word.
It’s not new—
Well, maybe to you.
I’ve nourished friends
with sacred care,
Made secret amends
they’ll never share.
My friendships are my worship—
they rarely end in warships.
Imagine the words
I’ve kept protected,
perspectives I’ve never rejected.
They shifted mine,
like stars that realign.
So when I give,
I give full chance—
to every soul
in this cosmic dance.
I give them
their chance.
So talk to me—
not about me.
Talk to me,
because the words you whisper
behind my back
fade fast or fracture
under gossip’s slack.
They twist,
they tarnish,
they slip away—
But what you say
still says more about you
than it ever could
about me.
And I’m not saying
I’m not guilty of gossiping.
When I am,
I feel it—deep.
I can recall
every word I spoke
behind someone’s back,
and it claws at me quietly.
It’s too heavy
for me to live with that.
But if I say it here—
out loud,
clear,
for you to hear—
I feel no guilt.
I’ll tell it plainly.
I’ll tell all ears
when I talk about it.
So let me protect your perspective.
Meet me there.
Because I truly believe—
it’s not just about me.
It never was.
I’m very clear
when I communicate what I do.
But I still care
how the world feels through you.
I care how it’s seen,
how it lands,
what it moves.
I really do.
So offer me your word,
your truth,
your point of view.
Because in my life,
there’s so much point to you.
To me,
your words
have so much value.